"Addiction, Love, Lies, Loss. I feel it all at once. Leaving sometimes but back again bringing friends I don’t want to see. This will never end. If I die first, rip out my tongue, sew my mouth shut and let these be my last words…" lotus - vox zubin - vox/keys braden - guitar/vox travis - guitar/vox nolan - bass cayle - drums artwork by connie sgarbossa mixed and mastered by travis band thanks lotus - Thank you. Sorry. zubin - thank u 2 bubby gang, philadelphia 2001-2010 era, my family for supporting all the music shit i do no matter what, baby . com, skye, tina, hors… read more
"Addiction, Love, Lies, Loss. I feel it all at once. Leaving sometimes but back again bringing friends I don’t want to see. This will never end.… read more
"Addiction, Love, Lies, Loss. I feel it all at once. Leaving sometimes but back again bringing friends I don’t want to see. This will never end. If I die first, rip out my tongue, s… read more
If I Die First is a post-hardcore band formed in April 2020 in Los Angeles, California by several members in the emo rap and post-hardcore/metalcore communities. The original lineup consis… read more
If I Die First is a post-hardcore band formed in April 2020 in Los Angeles, California by several members in the emo rap and post-hardcore/metalcore communities. The original lineup consisted of vocalist Lil Lotus, vocalist/keyboardis… read more