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learning to hate you as a self defense mechanism

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You're on the phone
With someone who doesn't know
About your soul and how it can't be held by flesh and bone
And I guess that's fine
I would never want you to stop your life
But when I saw you both
With your shoulders touching
Sitting so close

I knew I'd hold on to this feeling
I'd hold on to anything at all
Was it my fault
Because I easily confused you for someone who would hold my hand
When things got hard?
When things got dark?
Because, oh my God, when they get dark, they get so dark

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You were always a shitty friend
And you would leave when I got sick
You never called me on my birthday
I want to call you on your birthday
So I'll hold on to this feeling
I'll hold on to this hate
For as long as I need
For it to help me

Writer(s): Mitchell Welling

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