Lyrics
I wont forget the day that
that i came to
and i started thinking that theres more
than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons
and all i ever wanted
was someone
to knock me back to
the bliss of ignorance
cause i feel like running head first into traffic
and so I'm here to say
that thoughts in bed with pain
i wont forget the day that
that i found god
in a kitchen knife and on my arm
so pain the pale white floor with
with my red life
and tell me that this pain is
the pain I love
as i swallow the pills happiness
and you watch me fall like
new york in an earthquake
and so im here to say
that thoughts in bed with pain
i stand outside my pretty house
i light a match to start the fire
i called the cops to let em know
its 22 walthery ave
i thought i wanted this
im here to say
i said i wanted some more attention
i thought i wanted a story ending
I hate the pain,
I hate the pain, I...
I just can't win.
I hate the pain,
I hate the pain, I...
i think the truth is im scared
i think that im just scared to live
i think the truth is im scared
i think that the truth is
im everything that i hate
