Lyrics
Do you even know how it began?
Can you tell me how it made you feel?
Do you hear'em now? Or did they let you go?
Just know it's sleeping inside of me sorry
If I don't wanna know your truth about my own sanity
Cause either way I'll be the devil in your fucking story
You wanna help you've got to prove me wrong, prove me I can trust
I never thought I could do it
Cause every time he brought the worst out of me I was locked in
And all the things that ever came out of this it was crying
The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive
Can't wake up from this
I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me staring at me
No, don't give up on me
I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me
Coming for me
Tell me I'm a waste, tell me I'm a wreck I fucking love it
Beat me again so I don't feel numb
Tell me I'm a mess, show me what you got I fucking love it
I'll put your face underground
You'll burn
So shut the fuck up
Bend down
Save me, save me
Save me I'm lost
Save me from the pain
Save me oh, save me I'm stuck I could never get away
Send me a god, send me hope again, so I can never be alone
But nothing lives here
Craving the sun, caving in under your words
I wanna live, tell me how to break this curse
Tell me I'm right if I'm pulling the trigger
Gotta aim for the head and say
BANG BANG
I see red and blue around me
Oh, I never thought I could do it
My body's shaking like a fire that you couldn't hold in
The only thing you've ever wanted of me was to die here
The voices all around pulled me up, pulled me out alive
Woken up from this
I don't wanna fear it now, it's staring at me
Staring at me
No Don't give up on me
I don't wanna live this life with ghosts around me
Coming for me
So shut the fuck up
Bend down
I see red and blue around me
