Lyrics
I was on the outside
I was looking in like a deer in the headlights
Stuck in slow motion like I was on the turnpike
No ability to steer
Can't shake the feeling I'm starting to disappear
I'm weighed down in this city
It's hard to live here, and I've been feeling restless
There's this battle raging in me
Don't want to love you anymore
But I can't help it
I was on the outside
Like we were at the cinema
Your face was hidden
Behind the camera
I think I love you
More than I'd admit
And I was not prepared to be seeing you like this
And I'm weighed down in this city
It's hard to live here
And I've been feeling restless
There's this battle raging in me
Don't want to love you anymore
But I can't help it
And between you and me
This city is slowly poisoning me
And I'm gonna rip deeper into its scales, it
Rots beneath my fingernails, and
When I try to claw out of the pit
All I do is get sucked back in
Don't want to love you anymore
But I just can't help it
And I'm weighed down in this city
And I've been feeling restless
This battle is raging in me
Don't want to love you anymore
But I can't help it
I'm weighed down in this city
Don't want to love you anymore
