Lyrics
I never been a woman to feel all of the anxiety
One foot forward, always looking what's behind of me
Smile on my face when my heart beats loudly
Eyes shining bright when my vision kinda blurry
(Blury blurry blurry blurry)
I never been a woman to feel all of the anxiety
One foot forward, always looking what's behind of me
Smile on my face when my heart beats loudly
Eyes shining bright when my vision kinda blurry
Do you really think you wanna know how I'm doin?
Living this nightmare, smoking my feelings
Chest so tight, another smile I'm faking
Headphones on, please hands stop shaking
Another dark thought when I close my eyes
Oh please demons - just free my mind
Cause I can't sit still, and I can't stay here
And now I'm talking to myself - "break through my dear"
I never been a woman to feel all of the anxiety
One foot forward, always looking what's behind of me
Smile on my face when my heart beats loudly
Eyes shining bright when my vision kinda blurry
Now I'm sitting on the edge, and my throats closing up
So I dial 000, put some water in my cup
Calling out a search party for the old Cassy Rae
Cause my head and my heart seemed to go another way
Screaming SOS, please save my soul
Til my lungs give out, I keep digging this hole
Cause I can't blame him, and I can't blame her
I'm still talking to myself - "just know your worth"
I never been a woman to feel all of the anxiety
One foot forward, always looking what's behind of me
Smile on my face when my heart beats loudly
Eyes shining bright when my vision kinda blurry
(blurry blurry blurry...)